Seriously, I can't believe this is the end of my journey with PLCB. These 3+ years have passed so fast I don't even wanna step down. I guess i know how the seniors feel now. There's this reluctance in me. Oh wells.
We've scored a silver again, so what? At least we've maintained. (No other meaning) I dont deny that I wanted a gold so badly, but let's be realistic, it's not that possible.
On the way to SCH, the others were talking, so I decided to just be quiet, and I thought- Is it really possible for us to achieve that gold? I mean, even VS did not manage to get what they were confident of getting. No matter what, I'll still be contented and play my best. I don't deny that I wasn't scared, and that I was very confident.
Well, when it was our turn, my heart was thumping rather fast. Well, I kinda screwed up the my only and REALLY easy solo for sunrise. But then again, I don't really care, cos I know we did well for Symphonic Paraphrase.
Anyway, thanks to those who sent those really heart warming msgs like Laurel, Liyun, Sheree, Rebecca RW, Lydia.
It really warmed me when Mr Tan said that it was a job well done. Seriously, I feel like sympathetic for him. I rmb his look on Monday- he looked so heart-brokened.
In any case, thanks so much PLCB for all these years, though there were some rough patches along the way. I'll miss PL Clarinet section the most. Thank you so much for giving me your coorperation. Well, not all the time though. I still rmb that when I first took over as the SL, there were so much problems that I didn't know how to hamdle them, but thanks so much for not complaining about me.
I'll miss you, batch members as well.. Sec 4s of 2007, you've been the best batch members and I really appreciate it.
I'll miss you all.